Let’s Open Each Other’s Holes! – Tantric Fitness, Dorian Shaw
In the summer of 2019, I was in Toronto filming a sex scene for a major studio when I got a small hole wound. Nothing traumatic happened, there was just a long time between me warming up and oiling my butt and when we actually shot the scene. My hole was not ready when we started and when my scene partner entered me, I felt a certain discomfort. I decided to continue and we finished filming. Then I checked and sure enough, there was a small tear in the lining of my anus (the outer 1.5 inches towards the opening of the hole). I had experienced this a few times over the years when I was at rock bottom and always it wasn’t a big deal, it felt small and mean like a paper cut and it healed on its own within a week.
Well, this time it looked exactly the same, but it just didn’t heal right. The skin would gradually heal, but it wouldn’t be strong enough to withstand even the gentlest fucking with small to medium dicks. I researched what I was experiencing and realized it was a fissure. Of course, I had heard of fissures before, but I actually thought (because of the dramatic name) that a fissure was a HOLE that had been drilled into the lining of the rectum (deeper), due to a very violent fuck, with the hand or with the toy to play. I quickly learned that these little cracks can happen in a place that your body just can’t heal on its own. This was definitely my situation. I’m pretty determined when it comes to curing things as naturally as possible and I’ve tried ALL natural remedies. I tried it for over two years and unfortunately none of them worked. So earlier this year I decided to have minor surgery to repair it. I’m really glad I did because it was successful (like most) and after a period of healing I was ready to get fucked up again.
The healing process involved gradually stretching the muscles in my hole with my fingers and anal plugs and ever-growing dildos. I started super small! It all felt so good though, and getting penetrated again was heaven. I took my time to make sure I was maximizing my chances of epic fuck again and by early summer I was good to go. Around that time I found @dorianshawxxx for a prank. We just had sex together and we didn’t film it. During our time I found out that he had also recently had surgery and was starting to fuck himself up again. He wanted to be open about his experience with me and that’s what inspired this scene and the conversation at the beginning. We want to show that when men are vulnerable with each other, there is an openness and softness of heart that can really break down barriers. This is a flip-flop scene. I top Dorian with my hands and my cock and he covers my ass beautifully with his mouth and hands.
Rising and sinking doesn’t always mean someone got fucked with a dick. We can also cover with our hands, mouths, toys, words, body language and even energy. I hope you enjoy our mutual hole-punching session as we make love to each other while we engage in our self-care cure for our new holes PS: I decided to wait to post this until I had 6 months of successful bottoming before to talk about this. My hole looks better than before and now that I’m sure the procedure worked, I’m happy to share information about the clinic in NY that took such good care of me. Feel free to DM me for your information.
