Search Engine Optimization – Jafar & Sergio Wilde
A guy caught digging through his friend’s browser history is amazed at what comes up when he gets caught. He wanted to be close, and now he’s close as ever, and he must pay the price for his obsession – the bittersweet of pain and retaliation alongside revelation and intimacy.
Sometimes we don’t know how to deal with our desires to be close to each other without taking action. Most have experienced this in many ways: ignoring texts in an effort to appear less anxious, teasing each other to hide our vulnerabilities when we’d rather say I love you, or, as in the case of many, obsessing. When we become obsessed, we become fixated on the object of our adoration rather than allowing ourselves to be an equal part of the exchange. In doing so, we deny our own experience of worthiness, elevating a man to divine status, a man onto whom we project all our hidden gold.
We can find ourselves in the middle of a dark love story and we can very well know the impact our obsessions can bring; this doesn’t always stop us from behaving like crazy, chasing our passions, or sadly violating boundaries. The emotions that are awakened and channeled within us can lead us to volatile confrontations with our idols. These confrontations are rarely positively surprising. Owning our own shadows requires that we face these confrontations with honest bravery, that we are willing to surrender all and accept the blame.
